I'm still ALIVE

I should do my assignment, RIGHT NOW.

No mood, lazy, headache.

But can write blog. =.= I am still the same me.
Hmm, I have a lot of things to say!!

[ CNY ]

My CNY, is really boring for this year.

The phrase that I heard the most in this year CNY is

“Ah Ching ar, you become so pretty lorrr.”

or

“Ah Ching, hair become longer already, pretty liao lorr.”

I do not meant to showing off here.

If you listen carefully, there’s a hidden message there.

Don’t understand??

Hmmm, they almost never praise me one. 
Then suddenly almost all of them praise me,

and it leads me to think that, 

"Actually how ugly I am before this year?"  
LOL.

And I went to Penang to meet up my Penang aunty and friends.

Although cannot meet all of them, but I do met my sister gang, my dar dar, Ah Hooi and him.

Glad to have you all in my life! =D

Sister gang without Miao~ >.<

My Dar Dar & Dear Dear. ♥

[ Study ]

For this sem, I joined PMP (Peer Mentoring Programme).

I met a lot of people, and learnt how to deal with different people.

And, this programme make me understand what is the real meaning of 一种米养百种人.

(literally means that there’s only one kind of rice in this world, but come out with so many kind of people).

We only have to take care the freshmen for about one month.

We brought them out for dinner, show them where to print the notes and let them used to the environment here.
At least won't feel lonely or scare to the new environment.

And now it’s the end of this programme.

So, I have no more excuse to procrastinate the process of my assignment.

Oh ya, I'm taking 7 subjects for this sem. 
Haha! 
Gambateh~~

My Little Group 15~

After our performance in Closing Ceremony. =D

[ Love ]

Before CNY, I almost break up with him.

It’s a long-time-ago problem.

We never solve it properly.

He always minimized the problem, while I’m always maximizing the problem.

And, for the very first time he asked to end our relationship.

Until the moment I saw that message, I only realise we always quarrel for stupid, little, tiny matters.

I only heard that once, and it’s already enough to drive me crazy.

I couldn't imagine how he feels when almost every time we quarrel; 
I send those freaking words to him.

I always give a lot advice to my sisters when they are facing their relationship problem, but when it’s my problem,

I TOTALLY HAVE NO IDEA!

He is really a nice guy. He is almost perfect, 
except when he get angry.

Maybe I should not make him angry, 
and then he will treat me as a princess forever?

But, I’m that kind of person that when you stop me from doing something, 
it will trigger me to do it more. Hehe=.=
Anyway, this is my first relationship, I hope it will last, of course.

Goh Shing Mu, 
Thankiu for always tolerate with my bad temper.
Since you've already tolerate for 4years, 
please do so for the next 40years! =D



Because.....



in my future, 



I hope you're there.



And, 

I hate fighting with the person who makes me smile the most. =(((

                          You Smile, I Smile.

Hearts, FC

爱-唉-哀

又，吵架了。

每次吵，我都有种“算了啦，我们应该是到此为止了。”的想法。

因为，你会直接不接电话，不回短信，不看我在FACEBOOK 个你的留言（就算看了，也不会回）

我不懂，该怎么找到你。

我不懂，该怎么道歉。

我不懂，我到底算什么。

我就只能哭，就一直哭，一直哭。

一直到，你愿意回我。

没错。

我，就是个孬种。

自个儿落下狠话后，再去弯腰道歉的孬种！

曾经我认为，是我的，任凭我怎么甩也甩不掉。

但有人却告诉我，想让他变成你的，你必须去争取回来的。

结论呢？

当初，谁也没有逼你选择他。
现在，要嘛忍下去，要嘛分道扬镳。
**最后，为自己的选择负责任**

Hearts, FC

♥ Dear ♥

Dear DEAR,

Okay, this might be late.

I’m not really in a good mood this few days.

But after talking phone with you for one and a half hours, YOU, my dearest dear dear do cheer me up and motivate me.

Although most of the content are “shooting” me, but, that’s the way we communicate. **yuanlaiwozhendehenfanjian>.<

We both know that, even we’re using harsh words to each other, we will not get angry or quarrel.

Because, our bond is strong enough! =D

My dear dear never fail to cheer me up.

My dear dear never fail to motivate me.

My dear dear never let me feeling down for a long time.

My dear dear never fail to catch my signal.

AND...

the most important:

YOU NEVER LET ME DO STUPID THINGS ALONE!!

That’s the best characteristic that I found in you. Hahahahahahaha!!

**Please do maintain it. XDDD

Dear, you’re the toughest girl that I ever know.

But sometimes, you can trust us more.

Who the hell is ‘US’??!!!

Family, sisters, close friends, the friends you met at Sabah. =)))

The least, YOU HAVE ME.

Whenever you feel down, too excited, boring, or suddenly got ‘form’ wanna shoot someone.

I hope that I am the first person that you think of.

You have my phone number, Facebook, Twitter, WeChat, Skype and Facetime. I will never reject your call. 

**CallMeMaybe~

I dare not say that I am you best friend, but dear, you are my best friend. 

You are also my teacher, my idol, my dear dear and my best partner.

It’s not only because we know each other for almost 8 years.

You’re the one that stay by my side when I’m in bad mood or feeling down.

In the same way, I hope I can be the one that by your side to share you happiness and sadness. =)))

I love all the moments we spend together. 
I can just be myself.

Do you remember that we’ve promise each other that if one day, we both get old, and we are still single, then we will buy one house and live together?

I will not forget that! Hahahahahhaha. So you have to study well, then prepare to buy a house ya~ XDDD

Now, I want to tell you. That’s what a best friend does for you!

L♥VE

Happy belated birthday my dear dear!! I’m so so sorry for failed to let your expectation become bubble!! Hahahahahahaha.. 

That’s the ways I’m showing my love to you~~

I love you, my dear dear! Muahhhhss~

And, please love me back as well. XD!!!

**we should take more leng leng photos together>.<

At last, wish you enjoy your 21^st. It’s you life!

Do it and regret, but not regret for not doing it.

Hope you can stay happy happy all the time.

Smile more, that's the prettiest you. =D

[ My memories are full with laughter, because I have you. ]

And I wish, our memories will not just end here. =D

Infinite loves,

 FC dear

Lazy

It’s my short sem.

I should pay more effort, because I have to finish two major subjects’ syllabus with only 7 weeks.

And, assignments and presentations too.

But, but…

Me, the lazy bum.

Procrastinate everything!!

I’ve broke all the due date.

I give all those lame excuses!

I’m so damn lazy to do the things that I should put priority on.

I just want to play, sleep, and eat.

I stayed up whole night, and I can’t wake myself up on the morning.

I always late for class, I let my friends wait me all the time.

Bravo Fang Ching!

I don’t know how lucky you are to have so many friends that being so kind to you!

Dear all friends that always wait for me, SORRY.

A sincerely SORRY.

I won’t say all pretty words again.

I’ll just prove it with my action.

And, THANKS for being patient upon my bad temper.

Hearts, FC

YEAR 1 SEM 2

Dear Heart,

          I’m sorry for abandoned you for such a long time. Almost two months. =.=. Erm, I just finish my second Final Exam in UTAR on 4^th of Sept.

For this sem, I’ve join hobby camp (with Chu Mei, Mei Hui & Wen Qian). We went to a primary school and having a 2days 1night play games with those kids. I am leading one group of kids. They are so adorable, and keep ask cute questions. But, there’s some hurting questions too. Such as, “Are you 33 years old already?”. That really hurt meeeee!! Am I looks that old? 不是说小孩都不说骗话的吗？T^T

          For me and Chu Mei, we just like a pair of love bird. We stick together wherever we go. And, she always comes to stay at my hostel too. I used to get angry easily, but she’s always the one that tolerate with me.

She is a contradict girl. She’s childish, love do weird sound and talk to me like a child. But, she thinks farer than me, she plan well for her future; She’s really dumb at handling those housework and can’t really keep the things well manage. But, she’s able to digest the text book and make it clear in a very short period; She couldn’t remember where she really put her keys, bag, handphone or purse. But, she can memorize all those terms easily and never forget.

So, I am so amaze by her. And she tells me this, ‘Expect the unexpected from her’. I was like W.O.W! Hahahaha, that’s her--- Lim Chu Mei. Same as last sem, we study for our final together. And she tell me, she’s really happy on this sem. Last sem, she always go back hostel and EMO alone. I fell thankful, cause at least I am able to cheer her up and I have the chance get know to her, this contradict girl.

After the Final, I went to Taiping (Elisee’s hometown) with Chu Mei, Ah Joyce and David. I am so surprise that Taiping has so many places to go, I thought there only has Taiping Zoo=.=. The most important is the food there is quite nice too! Elisee’s family is really a cute and warm family. They treat us nice, bring us go eat dinner (煮炒), and before we leave they bought all of us the famous local food, 香饼. I will definitely come back here again.

And now…………………………………………….

I’m at SP, my hometown. Everyday watch drama, facebook, sleep and eat. =.=!!!

By the way, I’ll go Penang tomorrow. I want to cut my fringe again. Haha!! And, prepare for receiving surprise! XDDDD

Hearts, FC

Time is GOLD.

I just hope that I can get 48 hours per day. ='((((






Hearts, FC

WHATEVER

有时候，真的不需要浪费力气对一个人好。

因为。。。

它不会晓得，

它不会珍惜，

它更不会跟你说谢谢。

干嘛你还要拿你的热脸贴它的冷屁股。

还搞到自己情绪低落。

所以，你不需要内疚。

更不需要做无谓的解释。

谢谢你让我上了宝贵的一课！

我的嘴角，只为值得它的人而上扬。

Hearts, FC