♥ Dear ♥

Dear DEAR,

Okay, this might be late.

I’m not really in a good mood this few days.

But after talking phone with you for one and a half hours, YOU, my dearest dear dear do cheer me up and motivate me.

Although most of the content are “shooting” me, but, that’s the way we communicate. **yuanlaiwozhendehenfanjian>.<

We both know that, even we’re using harsh words to each other, we will not get angry or quarrel.

Because, our bond is strong enough! =D

My dear dear never fail to cheer me up.

My dear dear never fail to motivate me.

My dear dear never let me feeling down for a long time.

My dear dear never fail to catch my signal.

AND...

the most important:

YOU NEVER LET ME DO STUPID THINGS ALONE!!

That’s the best characteristic that I found in you. Hahahahahahaha!!

**Please do maintain it. XDDD

Dear, you’re the toughest girl that I ever know.

But sometimes, you can trust us more.

Who the hell is ‘US’??!!!

Family, sisters, close friends, the friends you met at Sabah. =)))

The least, YOU HAVE ME.

Whenever you feel down, too excited, boring, or suddenly got ‘form’ wanna shoot someone.

I hope that I am the first person that you think of.

You have my phone number, Facebook, Twitter, WeChat, Skype and Facetime. I will never reject your call. 

**CallMeMaybe~

I dare not say that I am you best friend, but dear, you are my best friend. 

You are also my teacher, my idol, my dear dear and my best partner.

It’s not only because we know each other for almost 8 years.

You’re the one that stay by my side when I’m in bad mood or feeling down.

In the same way, I hope I can be the one that by your side to share you happiness and sadness. =)))

I love all the moments we spend together. 
I can just be myself.

Do you remember that we’ve promise each other that if one day, we both get old, and we are still single, then we will buy one house and live together?

I will not forget that! Hahahahahhaha. So you have to study well, then prepare to buy a house ya~ XDDD

Now, I want to tell you. That’s what a best friend does for you!

L♥VE

Happy belated birthday my dear dear!! I’m so so sorry for failed to let your expectation become bubble!! Hahahahahahaha.. 

That’s the ways I’m showing my love to you~~

I love you, my dear dear! Muahhhhss~

And, please love me back as well. XD!!!

**we should take more leng leng photos together>.<

At last, wish you enjoy your 21^st. It’s you life!

Do it and regret, but not regret for not doing it.

Hope you can stay happy happy all the time.

Smile more, that's the prettiest you. =D

[ My memories are full with laughter, because I have you. ]

And I wish, our memories will not just end here. =D

Infinite loves,

 FC dear

Lazy

It’s my short sem.

I should pay more effort, because I have to finish two major subjects’ syllabus with only 7 weeks.

And, assignments and presentations too.

But, but…

Me, the lazy bum.

Procrastinate everything!!

I’ve broke all the due date.

I give all those lame excuses!

I’m so damn lazy to do the things that I should put priority on.

I just want to play, sleep, and eat.

I stayed up whole night, and I can’t wake myself up on the morning.

I always late for class, I let my friends wait me all the time.

Bravo Fang Ching!

I don’t know how lucky you are to have so many friends that being so kind to you!

Dear all friends that always wait for me, SORRY.

A sincerely SORRY.

I won’t say all pretty words again.

I’ll just prove it with my action.

And, THANKS for being patient upon my bad temper.

Hearts, FC

YEAR 1 SEM 2

Dear Heart,

          I’m sorry for abandoned you for such a long time. Almost two months. =.=. Erm, I just finish my second Final Exam in UTAR on 4^th of Sept.

For this sem, I’ve join hobby camp (with Chu Mei, Mei Hui & Wen Qian). We went to a primary school and having a 2days 1night play games with those kids. I am leading one group of kids. They are so adorable, and keep ask cute questions. But, there’s some hurting questions too. Such as, “Are you 33 years old already?”. That really hurt meeeee!! Am I looks that old? 不是说小孩都不说骗话的吗？T^T

          For me and Chu Mei, we just like a pair of love bird. We stick together wherever we go. And, she always comes to stay at my hostel too. I used to get angry easily, but she’s always the one that tolerate with me.

She is a contradict girl. She’s childish, love do weird sound and talk to me like a child. But, she thinks farer than me, she plan well for her future; She’s really dumb at handling those housework and can’t really keep the things well manage. But, she’s able to digest the text book and make it clear in a very short period; She couldn’t remember where she really put her keys, bag, handphone or purse. But, she can memorize all those terms easily and never forget.

So, I am so amaze by her. And she tells me this, ‘Expect the unexpected from her’. I was like W.O.W! Hahahaha, that’s her--- Lim Chu Mei. Same as last sem, we study for our final together. And she tell me, she’s really happy on this sem. Last sem, she always go back hostel and EMO alone. I fell thankful, cause at least I am able to cheer her up and I have the chance get know to her, this contradict girl.

After the Final, I went to Taiping (Elisee’s hometown) with Chu Mei, Ah Joyce and David. I am so surprise that Taiping has so many places to go, I thought there only has Taiping Zoo=.=. The most important is the food there is quite nice too! Elisee’s family is really a cute and warm family. They treat us nice, bring us go eat dinner (煮炒), and before we leave they bought all of us the famous local food, 香饼. I will definitely come back here again.

And now…………………………………………….

I’m at SP, my hometown. Everyday watch drama, facebook, sleep and eat. =.=!!!

By the way, I’ll go Penang tomorrow. I want to cut my fringe again. Haha!! And, prepare for receiving surprise! XDDDD

Hearts, FC

Time is GOLD.

I just hope that I can get 48 hours per day. ='((((






Hearts, FC

WHATEVER

有时候，真的不需要浪费力气对一个人好。

因为。。。

它不会晓得，

它不会珍惜，

它更不会跟你说谢谢。

干嘛你还要拿你的热脸贴它的冷屁股。

还搞到自己情绪低落。

所以，你不需要内疚。

更不需要做无谓的解释。

谢谢你让我上了宝贵的一课！

我的嘴角，只为值得它的人而上扬。

Hearts, FC

Our "Tukar Jantina".

Grey Friday, perhaps. :(((

This Tuesday, I just done my Moral Presentation smoothly. (Actually is not that smooth, due to the computer in lecture hall could not play our video. So, we borrow laptop from another group. Eventually we get the loudest applause.)

By that night, our "Tukar Jantina" video has uploaded on YouTube.

For only two days time, we reached 4800++ views. And almost every friend of mine, commented that the video is super duper funny. They also praised that the way of shooting, the editing is so damn professional after they watched the video.



But, but...

Last night (Thursday), our video suddenly removed from YouTube. Blocked by Entertainment Music Industry (EMI) cause of music copyright issue.


Our Main Actor+ Cameraman+ Director+ Editor is so damn EMO.
And, I just realised something this morning.

Actually, our Main Actor+ Cameraman+ Director+ Editor can exempt this subject, Pendidikan Moral. Which means that he don't have to plan the story line, find the most suitable angle for shooting, and wasting his time on doing those editing. He can just exempt this subject and leave. But he didn't do so. He still continues having meeting and discuss about the videos scene. He's the one that pay the most effort in our group. And now, he's the one that sad till the max.


At this moment, I felt I'm so useless.
As his group member, I really help him on those video shooting.
As his friend, I really don't know how to comfort him when this problem happened.



Whatever I wanna say is,

" It's really a super duper hyper good video. Your effort will never wasted. Don't give up! It's just the matter of time. We all are so proud for being your group members. And really really thanks for stay with us till the end! **DeeplyAppreciated. ='))) "

I thought Pendidikan Moral will be the most boring subject for my Year1 Sem2, until I met all of you.
Thankiu for everything, and SORRY if I ever said something that make any one of you feel not comfortable.
I love you guys so so muchie!! =D

Here's the link for my video,

https://plus.google.com/116775775364623145587/posts/XNjbJtcrqgJ




Hope you all enjoy this video. =)))

**I'm truly sorry that I could not upload my video here.
(Maybe the format could not support.)





Hearts, FC

影子

可不可以有一天，我可以选择那些文字。
想说的时侯，就说；不想说的时侯，别来烦我。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择我的举止。
想要的时侯，就要；不想要的时候，可以大大声地拒绝你！


可不可以有一天，我可以选择自己的表情。
而不是为了你想要的表情，而表情。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择我想做的事情。
学刚琴，缝一些小东西，听音乐，打羽毛球，游泳。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择自己一个人。
一个人静静地上网，不被打扰地地完成我所有的事情。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择我的目的地。
不需要依赖你的经济赞助，更不需要依赖你的陪伴。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择它的去留。
不让地心引力，轻易地将它带走。


可不可以有一天， 我可以选择勇敢的当我自己。
当一个我行我素，怕冷，喜欢乔巴的自己。

不需要为了迎合你，而喜欢吃草莓。
不需要为了你，放弃我爱喝的白开水。




可不可以，有那么一天？








Hearts, FC

I'VE LEARNT

Final-the-ly, I’ve completed all the exam for my Year1 Sem1 !!!

It’s not easy man!

To be truth, I’ve really learnt a lot of things from this Final exam and UTAR.

It’s not only in academically.

As listed below:

1)  Never study at last minute!!

You’ll definitely regret if you did it, even just once.

It’s not like in secondary anymore>.<

2)  Group study does works!

When Form 5 & 6, my group study mode is a gang of friends go study.

You study yours, and I’ll study mine.

The purpose of this group study is to wake each other up and remind each other that don’t play anymore.

But, what I learnt here is group study means you study one part, and I’ll study another part.

Then, we teach our part to one another.

You will memorize it more well when you’re teaching someone. It really works!

(But, the hardest things to control is, we are both talkative person=.=.)

3)  Before the exam, if you suddenly think of certain topic,

MAKE SURE YOU STUDY IT!!

What I experienced here is, the topic that I suddenly think of, I ignore it, and I regret so so much!

Sometimes, I really feel that God is always helping me.

But, I’m always reject. **STUPIAK~~

   

4)  For the calculation subjects, always do the tutorial Questions.

Cause there’s one paper that I misunderstand the formula. ( 2 Questions, 50 marks).

I nearly cry when I can’t solve that question.

Luckily, I ever do the tutorial questions, and it takes a long time for me to understand it that time.

In a sudden, I remembered.

And, I solved it.  

***That was close!!

5)  Sleep earlier, wake earlier. Say ‘NO’ to constipation.

2weeks before the exam, almost every day, I go to library to study.

Weekdays: 8am-7pm (mostly I’ll reach at 9am. =.=)

Weekends: 9am-5pm

So, my digestive system functioning well~ =)))

Means, I pangsai smoothly everyday~ Hahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahaha~~~~~

Okay, back to the topic…

6)  Your bag should always have biscuit!

Try imagine that you gastric pain while you’re in the exam room, and doing the toughest subject of that sem.

Cool, isn’t it??

I really ate 2hours before I step into my exam room.

Maybe I used my brain too much??

0.o

7)  Sunny day or Rainy day, you also need a cap or an umbrella.

I’m a dark skin girl. I never care about my skin will become more black.

But, the Sun at Kampar here, is super duper hyper BIG.

Try to imagine har..

It’s like BBQ-ing my skin!! 0.0!!!

And, I’m the kind of person that easily sick if walk under the rain.

So, cap or umbrella is really really a need for me to survive here~

8)  My biology clock had used to wake up earlier.

Two weeks before my exam, I wake up early as I mention above.

And now, I’ve already cannot sleep too much. This morning (the next day of I finish all my exam subjects), I wake up at 7.30am!!

Fuuyoooohhh..

But I really tired cause last night I online till 1am something.

And I slept back till 8.50am like that.

Now, I got a clock inside my stomach.

It’s a good thing, right?? Hahahaha..

9)  Be careful when writing you INDEX NUMBER!!!

OKAY, THIS IS REALLY A SHAMEFUL THINGS TO TELL OUT HERE. Errm.. Okay..

Things happen like this..

I’ve too nervous during my second paper, which is I think that is the toughest subject I took for this sem, APPLIED PSYCHOLOGY.

And, my index number is [A 0463 ABPYF].

Then, I wrongly write become [A 0463 BPYF] which is less one ‘A’ after the 4digit number.

Then, for my third paper, I ‘keh gao gao’ think that I’m already memorize the index number, and I never refer, straight write the index number without ‘A’.

Until my fourth paper, when I write my index number again,

I refer to it this time and I realized how careless I am.

My mood really get affected that time,

and I’ve try my best to answer all the questions first.

After the exam, Chu Mei and Yu Kang accompany me to go to the office and ask.

Unfortunately, that day is Labour Day.

Office is closed. The next day, I phone to the office and ask.

The girl that answered my phone said,

“Actually it’s okay, the four digit number is the one that matter.”

**THANK GOD!!!

And lastly, I really wanna thanks these people that really help me lots~

ggg CHU MEI, she is my course mate. She’s the one that teach me a lot on all the subjects>.<. She is a very very nice person~~

Peace yo~

ggg YEONG FANG, she is my roommate.

She’s the one that always accompany me go to library early in the morning and sometimes till 8pm something.

**GAM DONG.. =’)))

MARATHON?!! We're helper only.. haha..

MARATHON?!! We're helper only.. haha..

ggg SHING MU, my soul mate.

He’s the one that support me mentally.

(Cause he’s far away from here, or else,

he will FOOD-LY support me. =.=) 

But sometime really ‘pek chek’ with his stupid cold lame jokes. Anyway, thanks for being patient when listen to my complaints. =DDD

From the left:
Come, take a photo. (get the first photo)
Take photo must smile... (get the second)
Can be happy a bit or not?? (get the third)
More more more HAPPY !!! (end up with the fourth)

ggg MAMA, she’s the one that shouldn’t be forgotten to thank forever!

Two hours before I’m going for my toughest subject,

I really panic and forget how to breathe.

I’m too ‘GAN CHEONG’ !!

And, I decide to phone her, talk to her.

Her gentle voice do comfort me much.

I’m doing this too during my STPM.

Her voice is always my spiritual support.

I love you, mama! X’))))

Now only realize i seldom take photo with my mama. =c=
Old pic- Beijing trip with family in 2010

(Papa, don’t jealous har. At least I ever write a poem for you. Mama don’t have. XDDD

**Shhhh, don’t tell her~ hahaha!!)

Hearts, FC