漫长的假期

我已经过了快五个星期的假期。

没在炫耀的意思，

但真的过得太清闲了，

我基本上快闷坏了。

虽然有到檳城玩一个星期，

玻璃市玩一个星期。

但是，

但是！！！！

剩下的时间都呆在 SUNGAI PETANI 的婆婆家。

朋友啊~

我小学是在玻璃市上的，

中学是在檳城上的。

朋友们都在这两个州的我，

是要呆在婆婆家干嘛啊>.<

好吧，其实能干的东西还是蛮多的。

例如，

·         偶尔早醒就陪爸爸吃早餐

·         吃饱了，就看一会儿的戏

·         看戏看到闷了，就玩线上游戏

·         玩闷了，就睡一下

·         还是闷的话，就找找看家里有什么能吃的

怎样，我的假期够充实吧？

这么充实的假期，

换来的代价就是整整肥了一大圈。

我真的没在夸张。

所以，我真的觉得我是比较适合住在外面的孩子。

一回到家，

整个人就变懒散了，

而且还吃超多又没运动。

可是，我很喜欢兼享受和家人腻在一起讲废话。

而我最近的烦恼是，

快毕业了，得尽快找到工作呀。

接下来几天，可能会写写下

关于去檳城和玻璃市的事儿。

期待吧~

我就纳闷了。

为什么我的头发
总是在我没出门的时候才那么漂亮。

就酱。

Hearts, FC

"That is MANNER."

It's just another NOT-MY-DAY day.

I sprained my little ankle AGAIN
when I walking down the staircases.

I’m holding a box of stuff,
and it actually block my sight. 

So I just estimated where is
the end of staircases.

And obviously I got it wrong 

& my mistake cause my little ankle sprained.

Although is not until the levels that I couldn’t walk,
but I will feel there’s something wrong when I walk.

I could not walk fast too.

Because I’ve already hurt some part inside my ankle. 

It might be not as serious as last time.
But it still sprained right?
So the pain do exist too.

**BIGSIGH**

Hmm, throughout these few weeks,
I know more about people here.

(I'm referring my workplace for internship.)

Especially some PEOPLE.

I’m not going to mention
who is it and I’m not going
to elaborate the stories here.

WHY?
It’s simple.

Cause you're curious about it~

XDDD

LOL=.=

Ok, serious.

Cause I do not want them to stay in
my MEMORY, my HEART, my MIND
even just for a single second.

But..
Yea, there’s a BUT.

I will always remember & remind myself
about what have I learnt from you.

- Never treat a person too good, especially the people you just get know.

- The more you talk bad about people, 

the even worse impression other people will have on you.

- Apology is cheap if you’re using it too often. 

- High EQ might hurts your own self sometimes.

I’m just glad that you are not the one
that I need to work together with.

Oh ya, I have be grateful too,
that I figure that out by NOW,
but not the last day of my internship.

I don’t care how good the relationship
you have with the people around here,

I will only get my job done here &
complete my happy internship here.

Know what?

I have a good supervisor
who encourage and teach me a lot.

I have a good colleague
that always talk in a sweet voice.
(Her smile is cute too.)

I have met some other interns
that always help me out
when I face some problems or
when I have too many things to settle.

Sorry that I have too many 

good people to hang around with, 

please allow me to reject YOU.

Please continue your life of GOSSIPS

I will not stop you.

And

I wish you get a WELL-PAID JOB
by using the FANTASTIC GOSSIPS SKILLS that you have.

P/s:    I will still talk to you with a smile face.
       I’m not being fake,

       My incredible Mum said,

       "That is MANNER." 

Hearts, FC LEO

Fragile

So, as I posted in FB,

The bad feelings always come true.

It’s not only one thing that happened.

-Case 1-

One of my friend, 

phone me during my working time.

Errr, although it is true but also quite sad to say that, 

she only calls me when the

NOT-SO-GOOD-THINGS happened.

And yes, I got it right!

She failed one of the subjects for last semester.

I was like,

“Hmmm, okayyyyy..

So what should I say now??

I'm really sorry to hear that,

but I'm not sure what kind of response 

I should give then only won't hurt her. 

 -Case 2-

In my internship place,

I did a mistake too.

Which I forget the time to go for 

invigilates the students who are having their exam.

The exam starts at 12.45pm, 

and I should be there around 12.30pm.

When the last time I look at the time is 12.16pm, 

and I thought still have time for me 

to complete some work.

(I keep remind myself not to be late later)

And this is how I get too into my stuff 

and forget the time.

I received a call from a staff that is 

in charge with all the exams stuff in school.

She’s asking me where am I now 

when I should be invigilating the student at the moment.

And when I rushed there, 

it’s already 1pm.

-Case 3-

Yesterday night, 

I went out for lunch with 

Chai Yeen and Mei Mei.

Then Ah Joyce and the gang said 

will come and join us.

By the time I reached there, 

Ah Joyce them not yet reach 

so I sent her a message. 

After sent the message, 

I just simply tell that Mei Mei,

“Actually later they don’t want to come ady.”

And again, my prediction came true.

She replied me say that will have dinner together next time. 

Because one of the members said that 

the restaurant serves food quite slow.

Scary right??

But it still not the end of the story yet.

-Case 4-

Last night again, 

after we done with our dinner, 

we’re heading back to our hostel.

And Mei Mei keep winding down 

the car window then shout and laughing like crazy.

Although I scolded her,

but I can feel there’s something happened to her.

It’s just I’m not sure it is a happy or sad things.

And when we reached hostel,

She tells out everything.

Which she couldn't continue 

her study here anymore and 

she’ll be leaving by this Wednesday.

I can see the tears in her eyes, 

and so as Chai Yeen’s.

And suddenly, Mei Mei started to cry.

I know that if I also start to cry,

both of them will cry more.

So I try to make the least emotion 

on my face and start to joke around 

with idiot words and stupid jokes with them.

Chai Yeen held backs her tears and laughed.

Then Mei Mei also laughs back 

after wipe away her tears and starts scolding me 

about spoiling the atmosphere.

So what? 

I'm still prefer to see her anger than her tears.

But then she starts to questioning me 

about why am I so emotionless.

Maybe I make her feel like she’s not important, 

because I do not show any reaction at all.

I do not want to answer this question, 

because it might break my “wall” 

and make me wanna start to cry.

So I questioned her back,

“What kind of responses do you wanted to see?? 

Okay, let’s pretend that I don’t know yet, 

you tell me one more time 

then I give you other responses.”

They start to scold me and laugh again.

Then I walked to Mei Mei 

and give her a big tight hug.

I hope she can feel what I feel 

when giving her that hug.

The worse things is,

I some more dream about this last night.

End up I wake up in a sad mood 

and cried in bathroom this morning.

The one that close with me 

know that I used to play music 

when I’m taking my bath.

Normally I play the songs 

with happy melody during morning, 

so that I will have happy mood 

for the whole day.

(This is just what I believe la=.=)

But, I'm not moved by the songs 

that I always get excited with at all.

Then I try to sing along.

As I start to sing, my tears burst out.

Then only I realize that 

I'm really not in the mood 

to listen to any happy songs.

At least for now, 

it makes me feel more sad.

So for the rest of the day, 

I mean during my working time, 

I listened to the piano songs in my computer.

the piano songs like Yiruma,  

Studio Ghibli collection & the Disney.

I’m just feeling like I want to listen to music 

that do not contain any words.

***************************************

I know that it is not possible that 

only good things happened in life.

But… 

Can I choose that the bad things 

do not happened all together??

It’s like I have to receive 

so many negative news within 2 week time.

P/S: 

Never know that I'm just that fragile.

Please allow me to be emotional few more days. 

Hearts, FC

INTERNS-S-S-S-S

Hey yo PEOPLE~~

Although there’s no much people here..

Or I should just say, there’s only me here??

XDDD

Anyway, I’m still feeling excited~

Yepp, it’s my fifth week of internship~~

Last week, is the Midterm break 

for the students in WIS.

But I still have to work>.<

Cause I’m not teacher.. **sigh**

But, I can start work from 9am 

but not 8am for one week~

Hehe^^

And, here comes the other INTERNS~~

OH-YEAH!!

Know what?

I’m gonna make many many friends 

and go to cafeteria to have lunch with them.

The funniest thing is this world:-

I have been working here for almost 

one month already, 

but I never went to the cafeteria 

to have my lunch.

In the end, I went out for my lunch for one week,

cause the cafeteria is not open during Midterm break.

Maybe next week??

They all are quite nice~

But their English all are so damn keng one.

Quite pressured when talking to them>.<

This week, the UTARIANS 

are all coming back to Kampar.

The new semester start.

Including Mei Mei and Chai Yeen.

The car in Kampar is getting more and more!!!

I’m gonna stop here.

P/s: Stay tuned for the EMO post.

Coming Soon. =]

Hearts, FC