爱-唉-哀

又，吵架了。

每次吵，我都有种“算了啦，我们应该是到此为止了。”的想法。

因为，你会直接不接电话，不回短信，不看我在FACEBOOK 个你的留言（就算看了，也不会回）

我不懂，该怎么找到你。

我不懂，该怎么道歉。

我不懂，我到底算什么。

我就只能哭，就一直哭，一直哭。

一直到，你愿意回我。

没错。

我，就是个孬种。

自个儿落下狠话后，再去弯腰道歉的孬种！

曾经我认为，是我的，任凭我怎么甩也甩不掉。

但有人却告诉我，想让他变成你的，你必须去争取回来的。

结论呢？

当初，谁也没有逼你选择他。
现在，要嘛忍下去，要嘛分道扬镳。
**最后，为自己的选择负责任**

Hearts, FC

♥ Dear ♥

Dear DEAR,

Okay, this might be late.

I’m not really in a good mood this few days.

But after talking phone with you for one and a half hours, YOU, my dearest dear dear do cheer me up and motivate me.

Although most of the content are “shooting” me, but, that’s the way we communicate. **yuanlaiwozhendehenfanjian>.<

We both know that, even we’re using harsh words to each other, we will not get angry or quarrel.

Because, our bond is strong enough! =D

My dear dear never fail to cheer me up.

My dear dear never fail to motivate me.

My dear dear never let me feeling down for a long time.

My dear dear never fail to catch my signal.

AND...

the most important:

YOU NEVER LET ME DO STUPID THINGS ALONE!!

That’s the best characteristic that I found in you. Hahahahahahaha!!

**Please do maintain it. XDDD

Dear, you’re the toughest girl that I ever know.

But sometimes, you can trust us more.

Who the hell is ‘US’??!!!

Family, sisters, close friends, the friends you met at Sabah. =)))

The least, YOU HAVE ME.

Whenever you feel down, too excited, boring, or suddenly got ‘form’ wanna shoot someone.

I hope that I am the first person that you think of.

You have my phone number, Facebook, Twitter, WeChat, Skype and Facetime. I will never reject your call. 

**CallMeMaybe~

I dare not say that I am you best friend, but dear, you are my best friend. 

You are also my teacher, my idol, my dear dear and my best partner.

It’s not only because we know each other for almost 8 years.

You’re the one that stay by my side when I’m in bad mood or feeling down.

In the same way, I hope I can be the one that by your side to share you happiness and sadness. =)))

I love all the moments we spend together. 
I can just be myself.

Do you remember that we’ve promise each other that if one day, we both get old, and we are still single, then we will buy one house and live together?

I will not forget that! Hahahahahhaha. So you have to study well, then prepare to buy a house ya~ XDDD

Now, I want to tell you. That’s what a best friend does for you!

L♥VE

Happy belated birthday my dear dear!! I’m so so sorry for failed to let your expectation become bubble!! Hahahahahahaha.. 

That’s the ways I’m showing my love to you~~

I love you, my dear dear! Muahhhhss~

And, please love me back as well. XD!!!

**we should take more leng leng photos together>.<

At last, wish you enjoy your 21^st. It’s you life!

Do it and regret, but not regret for not doing it.

Hope you can stay happy happy all the time.

Smile more, that's the prettiest you. =D

[ My memories are full with laughter, because I have you. ]

And I wish, our memories will not just end here. =D

Infinite loves,

 FC dear

Lazy

It’s my short sem.

I should pay more effort, because I have to finish two major subjects’ syllabus with only 7 weeks.

And, assignments and presentations too.

But, but…

Me, the lazy bum.

Procrastinate everything!!

I’ve broke all the due date.

I give all those lame excuses!

I’m so damn lazy to do the things that I should put priority on.

I just want to play, sleep, and eat.

I stayed up whole night, and I can’t wake myself up on the morning.

I always late for class, I let my friends wait me all the time.

Bravo Fang Ching!

I don’t know how lucky you are to have so many friends that being so kind to you!

Dear all friends that always wait for me, SORRY.

A sincerely SORRY.

I won’t say all pretty words again.

I’ll just prove it with my action.

And, THANKS for being patient upon my bad temper.

Hearts, FC

YEAR 1 SEM 2

Dear Heart,

          I’m sorry for abandoned you for such a long time. Almost two months. =.=. Erm, I just finish my second Final Exam in UTAR on 4^th of Sept.

For this sem, I’ve join hobby camp (with Chu Mei, Mei Hui & Wen Qian). We went to a primary school and having a 2days 1night play games with those kids. I am leading one group of kids. They are so adorable, and keep ask cute questions. But, there’s some hurting questions too. Such as, “Are you 33 years old already?”. That really hurt meeeee!! Am I looks that old? 不是说小孩都不说骗话的吗？T^T

          For me and Chu Mei, we just like a pair of love bird. We stick together wherever we go. And, she always comes to stay at my hostel too. I used to get angry easily, but she’s always the one that tolerate with me.

She is a contradict girl. She’s childish, love do weird sound and talk to me like a child. But, she thinks farer than me, she plan well for her future; She’s really dumb at handling those housework and can’t really keep the things well manage. But, she’s able to digest the text book and make it clear in a very short period; She couldn’t remember where she really put her keys, bag, handphone or purse. But, she can memorize all those terms easily and never forget.

So, I am so amaze by her. And she tells me this, ‘Expect the unexpected from her’. I was like W.O.W! Hahahaha, that’s her--- Lim Chu Mei. Same as last sem, we study for our final together. And she tell me, she’s really happy on this sem. Last sem, she always go back hostel and EMO alone. I fell thankful, cause at least I am able to cheer her up and I have the chance get know to her, this contradict girl.

After the Final, I went to Taiping (Elisee’s hometown) with Chu Mei, Ah Joyce and David. I am so surprise that Taiping has so many places to go, I thought there only has Taiping Zoo=.=. The most important is the food there is quite nice too! Elisee’s family is really a cute and warm family. They treat us nice, bring us go eat dinner (煮炒), and before we leave they bought all of us the famous local food, 香饼. I will definitely come back here again.

And now…………………………………………….

I’m at SP, my hometown. Everyday watch drama, facebook, sleep and eat. =.=!!!

By the way, I’ll go Penang tomorrow. I want to cut my fringe again. Haha!! And, prepare for receiving surprise! XDDDD

Hearts, FC

Time is GOLD.

I just hope that I can get 48 hours per day. ='((((






Hearts, FC

WHATEVER

有时候，真的不需要浪费力气对一个人好。

因为。。。

它不会晓得，

它不会珍惜，

它更不会跟你说谢谢。

干嘛你还要拿你的热脸贴它的冷屁股。

还搞到自己情绪低落。

所以，你不需要内疚。

更不需要做无谓的解释。

谢谢你让我上了宝贵的一课！

我的嘴角，只为值得它的人而上扬。

Hearts, FC

Our "Tukar Jantina".

Grey Friday, perhaps. :(((

This Tuesday, I just done my Moral Presentation smoothly. (Actually is not that smooth, due to the computer in lecture hall could not play our video. So, we borrow laptop from another group. Eventually we get the loudest applause.)

By that night, our "Tukar Jantina" video has uploaded on YouTube.

For only two days time, we reached 4800++ views. And almost every friend of mine, commented that the video is super duper funny. They also praised that the way of shooting, the editing is so damn professional after they watched the video.



But, but...

Last night (Thursday), our video suddenly removed from YouTube. Blocked by Entertainment Music Industry (EMI) cause of music copyright issue.


Our Main Actor+ Cameraman+ Director+ Editor is so damn EMO.
And, I just realised something this morning.

Actually, our Main Actor+ Cameraman+ Director+ Editor can exempt this subject, Pendidikan Moral. Which means that he don't have to plan the story line, find the most suitable angle for shooting, and wasting his time on doing those editing. He can just exempt this subject and leave. But he didn't do so. He still continues having meeting and discuss about the videos scene. He's the one that pay the most effort in our group. And now, he's the one that sad till the max.


At this moment, I felt I'm so useless.
As his group member, I really help him on those video shooting.
As his friend, I really don't know how to comfort him when this problem happened.



Whatever I wanna say is,

" It's really a super duper hyper good video. Your effort will never wasted. Don't give up! It's just the matter of time. We all are so proud for being your group members. And really really thanks for stay with us till the end! **DeeplyAppreciated. ='))) "

I thought Pendidikan Moral will be the most boring subject for my Year1 Sem2, until I met all of you.
Thankiu for everything, and SORRY if I ever said something that make any one of you feel not comfortable.
I love you guys so so muchie!! =D

Here's the link for my video,

https://plus.google.com/116775775364623145587/posts/XNjbJtcrqgJ




Hope you all enjoy this video. =)))

**I'm truly sorry that I could not upload my video here.
(Maybe the format could not support.)





Hearts, FC