影子

可不可以有一天，我可以选择那些文字。
想说的时侯，就说；不想说的时侯，别来烦我。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择我的举止。
想要的时侯，就要；不想要的时候，可以大大声地拒绝你！


可不可以有一天，我可以选择自己的表情。
而不是为了你想要的表情，而表情。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择我想做的事情。
学刚琴，缝一些小东西，听音乐，打羽毛球，游泳。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择自己一个人。
一个人静静地上网，不被打扰地地完成我所有的事情。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择我的目的地。
不需要依赖你的经济赞助，更不需要依赖你的陪伴。


可不可以有一天，我可以选择它的去留。
不让地心引力，轻易地将它带走。


可不可以有一天， 我可以选择勇敢的当我自己。
当一个我行我素，怕冷，喜欢乔巴的自己。

不需要为了迎合你，而喜欢吃草莓。
不需要为了你，放弃我爱喝的白开水。




可不可以，有那么一天？








Hearts, FC

I'VE LEARNT

Final-the-ly, I’ve completed all the exam for my Year1 Sem1 !!!

It’s not easy man!

To be truth, I’ve really learnt a lot of things from this Final exam and UTAR.

It’s not only in academically.

As listed below:

1)  Never study at last minute!!

You’ll definitely regret if you did it, even just once.

It’s not like in secondary anymore>.<

2)  Group study does works!

When Form 5 & 6, my group study mode is a gang of friends go study.

You study yours, and I’ll study mine.

The purpose of this group study is to wake each other up and remind each other that don’t play anymore.

But, what I learnt here is group study means you study one part, and I’ll study another part.

Then, we teach our part to one another.

You will memorize it more well when you’re teaching someone. It really works!

(But, the hardest things to control is, we are both talkative person=.=.)

3)  Before the exam, if you suddenly think of certain topic,

MAKE SURE YOU STUDY IT!!

What I experienced here is, the topic that I suddenly think of, I ignore it, and I regret so so much!

Sometimes, I really feel that God is always helping me.

But, I’m always reject. **STUPIAK~~

   

4)  For the calculation subjects, always do the tutorial Questions.

Cause there’s one paper that I misunderstand the formula. ( 2 Questions, 50 marks).

I nearly cry when I can’t solve that question.

Luckily, I ever do the tutorial questions, and it takes a long time for me to understand it that time.

In a sudden, I remembered.

And, I solved it.  

***That was close!!

5)  Sleep earlier, wake earlier. Say ‘NO’ to constipation.

2weeks before the exam, almost every day, I go to library to study.

Weekdays: 8am-7pm (mostly I’ll reach at 9am. =.=)

Weekends: 9am-5pm

So, my digestive system functioning well~ =)))

Means, I pangsai smoothly everyday~ Hahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahaha~~~~~

Okay, back to the topic…

6)  Your bag should always have biscuit!

Try imagine that you gastric pain while you’re in the exam room, and doing the toughest subject of that sem.

Cool, isn’t it??

I really ate 2hours before I step into my exam room.

Maybe I used my brain too much??

0.o

7)  Sunny day or Rainy day, you also need a cap or an umbrella.

I’m a dark skin girl. I never care about my skin will become more black.

But, the Sun at Kampar here, is super duper hyper BIG.

Try to imagine har..

It’s like BBQ-ing my skin!! 0.0!!!

And, I’m the kind of person that easily sick if walk under the rain.

So, cap or umbrella is really really a need for me to survive here~

8)  My biology clock had used to wake up earlier.

Two weeks before my exam, I wake up early as I mention above.

And now, I’ve already cannot sleep too much. This morning (the next day of I finish all my exam subjects), I wake up at 7.30am!!

Fuuyoooohhh..

But I really tired cause last night I online till 1am something.

And I slept back till 8.50am like that.

Now, I got a clock inside my stomach.

It’s a good thing, right?? Hahahaha..

9)  Be careful when writing you INDEX NUMBER!!!

OKAY, THIS IS REALLY A SHAMEFUL THINGS TO TELL OUT HERE. Errm.. Okay..

Things happen like this..

I’ve too nervous during my second paper, which is I think that is the toughest subject I took for this sem, APPLIED PSYCHOLOGY.

And, my index number is [A 0463 ABPYF].

Then, I wrongly write become [A 0463 BPYF] which is less one ‘A’ after the 4digit number.

Then, for my third paper, I ‘keh gao gao’ think that I’m already memorize the index number, and I never refer, straight write the index number without ‘A’.

Until my fourth paper, when I write my index number again,

I refer to it this time and I realized how careless I am.

My mood really get affected that time,

and I’ve try my best to answer all the questions first.

After the exam, Chu Mei and Yu Kang accompany me to go to the office and ask.

Unfortunately, that day is Labour Day.

Office is closed. The next day, I phone to the office and ask.

The girl that answered my phone said,

“Actually it’s okay, the four digit number is the one that matter.”

**THANK GOD!!!

And lastly, I really wanna thanks these people that really help me lots~

ggg CHU MEI, she is my course mate. She’s the one that teach me a lot on all the subjects>.<. She is a very very nice person~~

Peace yo~

ggg YEONG FANG, she is my roommate.

She’s the one that always accompany me go to library early in the morning and sometimes till 8pm something.

**GAM DONG.. =’)))

MARATHON?!! We're helper only.. haha..

MARATHON?!! We're helper only.. haha..

ggg SHING MU, my soul mate.

He’s the one that support me mentally.

(Cause he’s far away from here, or else,

he will FOOD-LY support me. =.=) 

But sometime really ‘pek chek’ with his stupid cold lame jokes. Anyway, thanks for being patient when listen to my complaints. =DDD

From the left:
Come, take a photo. (get the first photo)
Take photo must smile... (get the second)
Can be happy a bit or not?? (get the third)
More more more HAPPY !!! (end up with the fourth)

ggg MAMA, she’s the one that shouldn’t be forgotten to thank forever!

Two hours before I’m going for my toughest subject,

I really panic and forget how to breathe.

I’m too ‘GAN CHEONG’ !!

And, I decide to phone her, talk to her.

Her gentle voice do comfort me much.

I’m doing this too during my STPM.

Her voice is always my spiritual support.

I love you, mama! X’))))

Now only realize i seldom take photo with my mama. =c=
Old pic- Beijing trip with family in 2010

(Papa, don’t jealous har. At least I ever write a poem for you. Mama don’t have. XDDD

**Shhhh, don’t tell her~ hahaha!!)

Hearts, FC

Fight for my better life!

这几天，我都乖乖地去图书馆读书。
原因是，子媚叫我一起去读书。
几乎，每天早上八点到傍晚七点。
子媚都很努力在教我。
**她的英文真的很好，又聪明。人超好的咯她>.

( 刚好有一天，有人来派 free gift。我们就有了相同的 T-shirt。)




言归正传，我从来没有连续那么多天，那么长时间，对着我的 notes=.=!
这，还真的是第一次。=.=

就在今天，跟子媚聊起 First class honor 毕业的话题。
裕康就突然插嘴说，＂不用去研究啦，都不关你的事啦。＂

当时，我就火滚啦；心情，就不爽啦！

我就脱口说，＂如果我的成绩 3.67,那你怎样?!!!"
他就回答说，会祝福我。我觉得不够，直接说，我还要一束花，而且要有一只 bear bear 在上面的!

他也爽快地答应了。
哇哈哈，这样就骗到一束花啦〜

同时，人家也要付出惨痛的代价!
那就是，人家每个学期的成绩，都得保持在 3.67 以上。
祝福人家吧>.<〜

过后 hor，那个裕康，用很看不起我的眼神看着我，然后，很勉强地对我挤出一句 "加油啦"。
真的是气炸我也!!

好吧，我就咽不下这一口气。唯有跟他拼了!
加油吧，廖芳溱!
别让他看扁了，也别让你的家人失望!! =))))

**Fighting!!






Hearts,FC

New Hair CUT!!

Finally, I've cut my hair. =)))

It really trouble me for a such long time.
Cause of I really don't know I should pin it, or just leave it.
If I pin it, it makes me looks like an aunty=.=.
But when I just leave it, IT BLOCK MY SCENE!!






 And, this is my pic before I have my hair cut.
Looks old=.=

Before...

After I have my hair cut...............

Taaaa daaaaaaa!!!!

After~~ =DDD

Yes, I know.
It looks like there's no big difference=.=.
But my barber had shorten and lighten my hair actually.
And, I do have fringe now~ 

I love my fringe!! x)))

Hearts, FC.

请想清楚。

冷战，对事情并没有帮助。

如果你想继续冷下去，那么请便。

我有 mid-term 要面对，

有 assignment 要交，

有 presentation 要准备

还有 FINAL。

我没有多余的眼泪，为你流；

也没有多余的时间，再等你。

=]

Hearts, FC

Super Idol~

這篇帖的目的，就是要炫耀。

他，是我的超級偶像----- Chriz Ooi

This is the first time we met. It's in Penang, at a place called "First Cup Cafe". If i have no mistaken, it's on 30th of November in 2011. Can you figure it out that how nervous I am? Hahahaha.. Funny face of mine=.=..

For our very first time~ X)))

And I came UTAR in Kampar for my further study. I never ever have a thought that i will meet him up again.  There's a prom night in my uni on 9th of March 2013,and they've invited them(Elecoldxhot). What a big gift to me!! For sure, I will never losing any chance to have a photo with him,AGAIN~~ 

Oh ya, I have to mention that, both picture is captured by the same cameraman ----my boyfriend. I have to thank to him a lot cause he came from so far, just to accompany me attending this prom night. And go back to Penang on the next day.

Our second time!!! XDD

I hope that i still can have chance to meet him again~ hahhhahaha

Am I too greedy?? =P

Hearts,FC

大秘密

让我来告诉你们一个大秘密。**音乐音乐音乐!!! 嘻嘻〜 我亲爱的姐妹们及朋友们都知道，我到金宝读书。在这里将近两个多月了吧。而这几天呢，我的面子书充满了 EMO 的 status，原因不详{(-_-)}。就 EMO 呗〜

今天，心情也没多好。就在我吃完我的午饭后，有一群自称是 faculty of science 的人们在那儿广播着说，这是他们第一次举办这么大型的活动。就，是一个为防止虐待动物协会 (ISPCA) 筹款的 prom night。日期是 3月 9号，这个星期六。早在几个星期前，他们就有进入我的班，做一个短短的介绍。当时有点想去，但碍于没人陪，也就放弃了。

就在今天，我突然听到，**注意注意！重点要到了〜

就在今天，我突然听到，他们同时也邀请了 ＜ASTRO 舞极限＞的冠军，也就是我最最最最最最爱的 ECX 来表演。啥是 ECX？请到 Youtube，输入 elecoldxhot，就能知道了。哈哈^_^

就在那么一瞬间，我仿佛能从那位广播帅哥的头顶上，看见了光环。谢谢那位帅哥，让我这几天的郁闷一扫而空。**超夸张的我 o(≧▽≦)o 。。 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈〜

总之，我会排除万难去看我的 ECX。就是我必须打起精神，干掉我的 assignment。重点是，偶要去和 Chriz 合照〜 (￣▽￣)〜
所以，拜托〜 星期六快一点到>.<..







Hearts,FC